Gradual distortion

Newly applied rubber parts in BC7 SUBARU Legacy LSi US model caused unignorable discrepancy in her wheel alignment especially in camber value on both side, probably deformable strut upper mount might be a reason. The error caused by rubber part strain plastic deformation after initial running would be corrected this afternoon utilizing a calibrated vertical inclination measuring device. In any sense, all the obstacles should be eliminated before following a path with adequate preparations, however much failures might block my future way. There is a way of progress in the process of making desperate efforts, so, the result after that has no more meaning for me, because, experiences in the process is more worthy than achieving.

Having some specific feelings on the thing might be a disease as someone said before, trying not to have feeling also might be so, because we would lead a peaceful lives if do not have any inconvenience to be corrected. Found errors or discrepancy are nothing but objects feeling bad for me, and create the way by myself if there is no way to do that, then, which way shall I go in helping to live rest of my life?