Do I make desperate effort?

Net Surfing seeking Kansai Philharmonic Orchestra revealed that how such a different sound they produced in the concert last Saturday. Their activity to hold concert is outstandingly so much in number few times a month everywhere. The opportunities given to KPO made them to produce such a wonderful sound as they gave us. I felt some fundamental difference between an amateur Orchestra and the professionals.
Any professional artist should give some eye-opening impression to the audience and also make them feel to try again at that time if they were salaried for playing instruments.
On the other hand, the requirement for amateur Orchestra is play well without failure, that's all. In short, there exists apparently the difference between them, the reason of different sound is based on that of urgent consciousness level.
The dream in my hobby is to exceed the professional level in F3A Maneuver Competition in spite of my standing point of view as an amateur flyer.
Depending on the concept that we the same human being, and we can do the same if an adequate training and exercise are performed keeping our self consciousness high.
Writing like this is an easy task because it's only an image training, but doing actually following this is not so, even if I might overcome a high wall with desperate effort, next higher wall would be waiting and this tendency endlessly continues one after another.
I don't prefer to spending time without doing anything, but I hesitate repeated difficulties coming on rough, how come?