Following my critical decision, all the piled items I had been keeping were deserted miserably at all in these 3 months. Yahoo Auction method was invited and the boxes I sent to be buyers exceeded 180 in number. Taking photos for exhibition, consider some adequate comments, preparing packages containing insulator, writing up address tags and checking up the receipt situations, those are nothing but a independent job at all.
The symptoms of Tenosynovitis and muscle inflammation in arm and shoulder suffer me these days as a matter of fact. Only one inconvenient dealing in 180 occurred trouble depending on buyer's selfish understanding, not because of the quality but because of my unnecessary introduction, I did too much to the buyer. Remembering a proverb, "Too kind is suspicious.", I realized again the truth they never tell a lie depending on the truth.
As things are reducing gradually in my storage room, an apparent change in my emotional condition is clearly recommended.
It's just a relieved feeling from invisible and complicatedly inter-wind tying strings around myself. And as a matter for surprise, I feel very light and clear to every thing at all, the sensitivity of my 5 senses changed actually. In addition, the strong power that has been pushing me behind into a specific direction disappeared, just like loosing Rudder, power vector shrunk.
So, I have obtained freedom and permission to decide my favorite direction from now in anyway I want. And the consciousness I have now could not obtained until I throw away all the old things however precious, however memorial and however lofty and majestic they might be.
Now, I know that any experienced old memories prevent me from changing the way to different direction in future.
